I miss you.

I need to know what's going on in her head.
I need to know what she's thinking.
This is driving me mad. Fucking me up.

My sister is leaving in six days; I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I haven't really even accepted that she's going, it hasn't hit me yet.

If I don't hear from B by my birthday I'll be devastated. I'm going to need someone so much, and my two usual ports-of-call are my sister and B.

I really fucking miss B.