Unwelcome Sound

What a strange day. Stressed out in work, yet felt horny all day.
It doesn't feel right using that word, I don't think I've ever used it to describe myself before. But honestly, so turned on. This is odd for several reasons;

1. I have no girlfriend.
2. I have no prospects of sex in the foreseeable future.
3. I am technically a virgin.
   
4. The girl I kept thinking about that was getting me turned on, is the girl that broke my heart two months ago.

I would still love to fuck her. Crude, but absolutely true.
Like, if I thought she wanted it, I'd go to her house tonight.

This is not normal for me!