Can you believe is it 2009?

I can't.
I mean, normally at New Year I feel ready for the oncoming year, for the date to change, because a full year has passed, I've gone through the motions of twelve months, I have enough memories in my head to qualify a year.
And I was feeling the same this year, until New Year's Eve, when in work, my supervisor said her resolution was to meet a man, get married and have a child, by the end of the year (she says this every year, and it is yet to happen for her), and suddenly I felt very strange. Like, there was absolutely no way it was a full year since I last heard her say that.
So then I got into a strange mood, trying to think of things I had to show for 2008. And I've decided I actually do. I will do all that in another post, as it is late, and very cold, and I am still pretty hungover after last night.

Last night, New Year's Eve, I went to a party in my hometown (I don't live there any more) with my friend A (who kindly let me crash at her house afterwards). L was there, and I spent most of the night with her. Despite being drunk (always a good confidence-booster) I never kissed her. When am I going to get the courage to do it?! Finding the right time is also proving difficult.
I am mainly just scared of rejection. I have no way of knowing if she even likes me back.
A - I need your opinion on this situation!

This has been a very sketchy and through-other post. I am exhausted and cold, and honestly still feel drunk.