Feeling crap.

I cannot wait to leave my job.
I intend to leave at the end of August, or maybe the first week in September.
I would love to just leave now, and enjoy the summer with my friends before I leave for university, but I can't afford to.

It is getting more unbearable by the day in that hell hole.
It is getting me down so badly, and I'm just miserable.
I don't want to do anything creative, it's not even 'creative block', it's simply no desire to do anything, and the only reason I can think of for this is because of my stupid effing job.

No matter how early I go to bed, how much sleep I get, how hard I try to eat healthily and drink lots of water, I am still constantly exhausted, with headaches and lethargy making me one dull person.

Aside from waiting it out until the end of the summer, what can I do?
I can't bear another two+ months of this.

Life is good.

Leicester was amazing.
The university was brilliant, both L and I were highly impressed. I'm definitely going there in September, and L plans to apply for 2010 entry.
We had an awesome time while we were in the city... and I'll leave it at that!

The weather has been so good recently, and it's seriously improved my mood. L and I were at the beach yesterday evening, and it was so lovely. I'm just back from a different beach, L and some of her friends drove up to my end of the country and we went to my local beach. I got soaked, and it was freezing, but it was all good fun.

It really feels like summer, I've been wearing my board shorts and t-shirts, sitting outside in the evenings, and just generally been happy. I even had a good day at work today - when has that ever happened before?!

I don't want to jinx it, but life is good right now.