B and L, of course.

Over the last few weeks, B and I have been texting a lot.
Maybe I should have nipped it in the bud when I realised where things were going, but I couldn't help myself.
I know I could so easily fall for her again, maybe I already am.
I know I am on dangerous ground here.
I don't want to get into anything, especially as we are both starting new lives in a new country. I know this is an excellent opportunity to start afresh, but I'm too scared to jump in with both feet. One foot in the past is safe, secure, a back up...

As for L, she has been texting a good bit too. I've been replying, but out of courtesy mainly.
She sent several messages in quick succession a few nights ago, clearly drunk. I have deleted them, but they were along the lines of 'I miss you so much. I wish I had never fucked up. I wish we were still together'.
I definitely do not feel anything for her anymore.

As for girls here at uni, there are a few I have noticed, but I haven't spoken to any of them. I don't actually know any gay people here (yet).
I signed up for the LGBT society; not sure what that will entail, and I may or may not attend, we'll see. It would help if I knew just one other person going.