Happy, happy, happy.

I can't stop smiling.
She makes me so happy.
The way she looks at me gives me butterflies.

We're going to Dublin overnight on Saturday. DRINK.

I want to post a photo of her so you can all see how beautiful she is, but yeah, anonymity and all that. Just take my word for it =]

I am no longer single.

Okay, so N [on/off girl] broke up with B.
I met up with B last night, we went for coffee and then very randomly went to our friend TB's house.
You know the rest.

Love sparkles.

It's not that anything wonderful has happened, but things are looking less bleak.
I'm still being ridiculously immature and allowing myself to conjure up situations and happenings in my mind. I am not helping myself in any way. But hey, I spend a lot of time travelling alone every day.

Sometimes, I really regret every little thing that has led me to this point in my life.
If I had done one thing differently, would I be here, in this place, in this life? Would I be this girl? What would my life be like? Better, or worse? Hell, it could be either.

Love, what the fuck is it? It's not a frickin' sparkler on a dark night... not right now, anyway.

Yep, one blow after another.

The last ten days have been intensely shit.
I can't even really go into details because I'm trying to keep this blog anonymous.
It's just been one thing after another, and it's really getting on top of me.
I don't want to go out, but I don't want to stay home, so I've been doing a strange combination of both. Days have been a blur, I had absolutely no idea what day it was yesterday, and had to check with three different people.
Have barely slept, and as a result I look and feel an utter mess.

I hope things pick up soon, or I'll be floored completely.

Pride.

On Saturday, I went with a bunch of friends to Belfast Gay Pride.
It was amazing. Actually so, so good. One of the best days of my life, no joke.
I was very nicely tipsy, just happily drunk all afternoon.
Of course, I couldn't resist finding out if B was at the Pride Party. Basically, we made out, at least twice. Flirting, touchy-feely, kissing.
Was very happy.
Thought I'd be in an awful state this week, as she is away to stay with her girlfriend, but I'm not.

Still living in a half dream world, where I allow my imagination to conjure up all sorts of situations and happenings, it's keeping me going.